写给岁月的感谢
来源: 湾区论坛–六六 作者:六六 2010年05月25日
如果和11年前比较我喜欢现在的自己。
原因是我的内容丰富了。虽然我缺少了苹果光一样的脸蛋和杨柳细腰,还有小姑娘顾盼生辉的怯懦。
我以前是透明的钻石。
现在是彩虹。
钻石有价,彩虹无价。
我以前是一块新鲜的牛排,现在是经过好厨子烹饪过的牛排。而岁月就是那个好厨子。成色再好的牛排,在中国人这里,都不敢生吞活咽。现在我如果放在你面前,你会觉得秀色可餐。
我很喜欢自己现在随遇而安,遇事不急不躁不慌不忙,该有主心骨的时候能镇得住场,不该有主心骨的时候能心安理得躲一旁不多话。会爱人,会关心人,会牵挂人,但不缠人。有思想,有理想,有理性,很幽默,敢自嘲。为爱放得下身段,俯首甘为孺子牛也心甘,但除此之外可以自由到不看任何人的脸色。有学习的热情和学习的劲头,每天都在进步但又不再期待别人的夸奖。我印象里小时候学点东西就要炫耀,等父母奖赏。现在是真正做到,学为自己,自己喜欢。
有自己喜欢的事业,且有未来想做的事情。经济独立受人尊重,也不争强好胜到要抢男人天下。出则风起云涌,入则贤良安端。大场面司空见惯,小日子恬静平淡。情感上拿得起放得下,这个很重要。我已经摆脱了少女的那种,我一旦爱上你就天崩地裂,海枯石烂,不生死与共与天决就不够爱。我可以收放自如。你希望我多爱你我就多爱你,你希望我保持多远的距离我就保持多远的距离。而且我会找乐儿。即便是独自一人,我都不会有寂寞孤独自哀自怜。
理解了爱的基础是友谊。爱的下面首先是个友字。爱你,我们是情侣,不爱我们是朋友。
有担当。敢于面对未来所有的风浪,也不怕负担周围所有爱的人,无论是经济还是情感依赖。
愿意付出,不计较多少,且把周身我爱的人幸福当成是幸福的基点。
我很感叹,觉得自己现在时光,真是美好。我喜欢现在自己的样子。岁月让我像红酒一样沉淀着缓释余香。我越来越多地发现很多关注我的异性眼光,虽然我心里永远只装一个。
其实我也相信,再过十年,我会更好。容貌,我现在想,在生活中,真的越来越不重要。
我很多年前总感慨,洪晃真悲惨,长得不像爹也不像娘。其实大多数的青春少女都如我当年一样可怜中年,害怕中年。
今天我的年纪和洪晃那时年纪差不多了,我觉得,她当时肯定跟我现在想法一样。
她并不好看,但她一生,从没缺过优秀男人相爱。
这是我这十一年对岁月的理解。
而我能根据我现在对十年回顾的总结推断,我的老年,肯定比现在更精彩。我现在,也不会妄发同情老年的呓语了。
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