搬家了,感慨万千
2008年11月18日
以前曾经为访问外甥的博客而特地注册了这个给我一碗水煮鱼,它像我的一块早期买入却不急构建的荒地,任由草长雀飞。
我是性子极其憨厚与踏实的人,如果不发生什么变故,我大约永远都想不起这里我早年还投资了一块地。新浪博客一开3年多,认识了好多的朋友,那里呼朋唤友,招待来宾,把那当自己的家了,喜怒哀乐什么都往里倒,凑成一桌菜。一不小心点击都过百万了。
突然有一天就决定离开了,赤手空拳什么都不带地走人。笑着想,当年那些辞去铁饭碗,大有壮士一去不复返的悲情客们大约离职的刹那也是如此地伤感。
之后就去溜冰,把胳膊摔断,搁笔一个多月。
这一个多月,我惊讶地发现竟有这么多的认识与不认识的朋友在惦念我。我原以为网络是没有感情的,是虚拟的,却不曾想那么多活生生的有血有肉的人们将情感寄托在上面。我遭遇最多的问候就是“你的手好些了吗?你能打字了吗?你家搬哪了?”
我说,我不写博客了,我在养伤。没事的时候我就逛逛老坛子,我像吉普赛人和印第安人一样,没固定的家了。
话语间甚是凄凉。这是我觉得别人的感受。我自己倒是飘得挺高兴的。
直到昨天,去片场看见海清,她抱着我着急得说:“你去哪了呀!我不太用电脑,以前把你收藏在链接里,现在我彻底找不到你了!我看不到你的字了!”
我以前只在网上或电话里听到类似的嗔怪,心中不以为意,突然在现实里,让熟识的人这样惦念,心中就有了责任感。我的字已经不单单是我的快乐与悲伤了,它竟然会被人想念!
我于是开始自责与检讨。有时候,我自私,有时候我任性,有时候我因为别人的错误在惩罚关爱我的人。我唯一能伤害的,只能是我的所爱。我痛定思痛,回来立即着手收拾我的后花园,锄草种花,开沟养鱼,再吹集结号,把朋友们聚在我身边。
也许不要多久,我这片后花园就春意盎然了。
种下一颗种子,等待朋友们秋后来摘桃。
嘻嘻!你们都是猴子。。。。
顶锅盖我就跑,不许打脸。
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