That Door
By Rose Lu (Bing hua) Tr. East Sea Fairy
The door which I’ve been craving for,
Desperately, for its being opened for me
Out of day in the night
I've been longing for half of my lifetime
and finally I find it open
However, lacking the guts to go forward
I can only silently crave
With tear-filled eyes
The door is
Closed again
Locking the pains I never dare to touch
inside
That door
Is the center of my whole life
And what I've being searched for three lives
Will the door I’ve been craving for
Open for me once more
and let me exchange with the remainder of my life
for an advance in the real sense
