Shouldn't you sleep now? What time is it at your end?
I admire your broad knowledge and interests. It seems to me that you read about everything. I am sure you will go very far in the literature industry. Please keep working hard.
Also read your small essays about bring up your son. We shall all try our best for our children. However, no matter how hard you try, one cannot deny bringing up children is a regretting project. Once you are born, your destiny is designed. Although we fight hard, there are still lots of things we cannot change. But we still have to carry on fighting to satisfy ourselves. Best of luck to you and your son.